Psalm 56:3-4

Had a melt down a few days ago. Got word that I am heading up to jersey. Fears assailed me like never before. I had a friend betray me in the midst of all of this. . .The sadness of leaving the people we have ministered with for the last 2 years overwhelmed me. . .Seeing the precious kids faces of our G220 gang come and hug and bring laughter & food (I LOVE YOU GUYS!). . .Fear of not finding a decent place to live. melt down!

encouraging words and hugs from my precious husband. . .quietly a prayer slips past my lips. . . .a song begins in my head. . .

Pslam 56:3-4

When I am afraid I will trust in You

When I am afraid I will trust in You

In God Whose word I praise In God I trust

I will not be afraid what can man do to me?

When I am afraid I will trust in You
When I am afraid I will trust in You

In God Whose word I praise In God I trust
I will not be afraid what can man do to me?

Trust in You

Trust in You

Trust in You

Trust in You

Trust in You

Trust in You

Trust in You. . .

for 2 days this song has reverberated in my heart and head. for 2 days now peace has come and fear has subsided. Never discount how God will use scripture to bring you peace!

Thank YOU Father! Your provision is amazing! Your grace so undeserved! I LOVE YOU!

To our dear friend L thank you for the word and prayers and friendship! One of these days we will get to meet!

My Birthday Trip

Daytona Bike Week 08

Attended my first Bike Week in Daytona Beach this weekend. What a mixture of people converge on this place. Typically when you think of Motorcycles you probably think of gangs, leather, fights and mayhem. . . .OK, well there was alot of mayhem and leather but there was alot more to it. On of the tents we went to was a guy that has seen his share of life and comes to these events to share Jesus, Hope and cold bottle of water with anyone that stops by. Christian Riders Ministry. . .a very welcoming group of people. If you are ver at an event and you see their yellow tent, stop by and say hi. . .

I love watching my husband get so excited as we get there (just the ride alone makes him happy), the way he watches everyone and takes it all in. His talks with the Father as he walks around and searches for where Primal Faith may fit in this crazy realm. The fact that he was glad I was with him made me so happy. We enjoyed the ride and the time together with good friends.

The ministry (www.PrimalFaith.org ) is coming along - God is moving us ever closer to the reality of what it will be. We handed out a few flyers. The Website has already changed. I am very interested in seeing what it will become, the lives God will change and use for His glory. The people that will meet HIM because of him and his passion.

Not looking forward to him being gone and traveling so much, but I know there is a purpose for it and God will be with him so I cannot worry. Only trust.

Crazy Sign Quotes. . .

Heard about a sign that stated:

"God can do anything until you put Him in a box"

I laughed when I heard it, because of the absurdity of that thought. I think that we sometimes think we have more power than we actually do or we are just so caught up in ourselves that somehow we make that statement seem to be true. Because after all He love us more than anything. . .how self absorbed are we? He loves us don't get me wrong.

Maybe we should switch it around and say "God can do anything. Period. But I am in the box surrounded by myself and what I want, so I can't always see what He is doing."

May we gain perspective on who we are or are not. . .God does as He wishes, it is not dependant on me or what I do. I am so glad, because far too many times I am too self absorbed to think of anything else. May my heart be drawn to Him and be absorbed by Him instead of me.

A little time out for politics. . .

Is she kidding?? What part of freedom of choice does she not understand?? You can choose to have an abortion, but you cannot choose to not have health insurance. . .

WASHINGTON - Democrat Hillary Rodham Clinton said Sunday she might be
willing to have workers' wages garnished if they refuse to buy health insurance
to achieve coverage for all Americans.

The New York senator has criticized presidential rival Barack Obama for
pushing a health plan that would not require universal coverage. Clinton has not
always specified the enforcement measures she would embrace, but when pressed
during a television interview, she said: "I think there are a number of
mechanisms" that are possible, including "going after people's wages, automatic
enrollment."

Clinton said such measures would apply only to workers who can afford
health coverage but refuse to buy it, which puts undue pressure on hospitals and
emergency rooms. Under her plan, she said, health care "will be affordable for
everyone" because she would limit premium payments "to a low percent of your
income." - copied from AP By CHARLES BABINGTON, Associated Press Writer